what is danishspace...?

To visitor(me) ,

what is this space? asked the visitor,

is it you, your thoughts, your expressions

And you were here to show the world that " i too have Ego"

the artists Ego... that i was the best in the school.

Ever herd of a creative Ego.. an Ego creating a home..

a " khander" where i am me(sometimes) , i am me (most of the times), i am me(all the time)

PS: sometimes + most of the times = All the time (hence proved) PS: Ego wants to prove

i can meditate, i can scream ..

i can scream for attention too.." Heyyyy there! ...Look at me.. i am still the best"

"i know you are looking!!!"

And any child ( this home ) is purest at moment the birth..

and only purity has the power of being impure again.

0 comments : " i will slap you `the GR8 Ego` and make you stronger ..

i will make you write the stuff that is soo you "

33 coments : " Those were the days" Anonymous :the best thing in the blog bhai

not contributed by my ego..."

that also reinforces the ego T16 @ 200 we civil engineers says sometimes.

the ego of starting with small letters..

Ego :" Engliss gramerrrr kisi key baap ki hai"

( reading again what i have written )

buss... i,you,Ego(with E capital,Ego of the word e/Ego) says... stop.. thats enough...

Eo may I's,you's egos,........who is writing this for whom...

From

Ego (me)

tHOSE 10mINS oF cONNECTION...

Aug 3 , 2009 7: 10 Am -7:20 Am ( Dubai, just finished night shift)
not in order ....

1) On a spiral (Fibonacci)

Eternally caged in this universe.
Always in search of ends.
trying to cross the matter of infinite big bangs.
journey it is ....
on a spiral (Fibonacci)

2)Andheri

Its Noise !! stated the ego
vibrations of particles
reached the judge.
was it music?
self vibrated
in divine resonance
music or noise ?
eternally unjudged.....

3) god!

Light trapped between 2 mirrors
colourless..
an unseen opaque
senseless energy
ignorant recurrence...
that's god for you....

4) The matrix
retrieve from full ..
save in empty..
Forever!!!

zoom in to absurdness
zoom out to absurdness..
system failed!!

5)random chaos embraced: stars.....

Random system generated
system imploded form outside
exploded from inside.
random system generated
random chaos embraced..

6) I am

needs 2*n refection's
to be
I am again...

7) Ego and moment..

traces of moments
still uncaptured
fluidity achieved ..
spaceless
timeless
it bothers my ego very much..
Ego :" you fool!! try harder..."

8) Thought :part 1

thought captured
noted
judged
absurd.
just lost a thought!!

thought flows; remains forever.....

9) Thought (part 2)

Mr tailor can you stitch
a beautiful red dress.
thought ! i am
"Unpicked by the receiver.
May be
in red i will find a subject"

Mr tailor: " Sure !let me note the dimensions.
smallest part is dot .
end is open .. expanding?"

At this moment Mr tailor is stitching the red dress
I caught that naked thought.
wrap it , in words.
presented to you..
Unedited!!!


PS: Blogging after a long... guess witnessed some connection... at the above mentioned time, i lost control .. and just starts texting(nokiaE51) the words coming in my mind...
and this is what i typed... like a flowing river... i just flows though me... what ever i try to capture i am presenting it to you.... honest and unedited.... not to judged ... just feel and experience...
Was that connections or just lack of sleep?... well i don't want to decided...
cause i enjoyed .. every moment of that time frame...state of bliss was that....!!?!?

भारत माता और हिन्दुस्तानी .

माँ (भारत माता) :
ये कैसी खरोच लगाके लाया बेटा ?
कि घाव हरे हैं खुरंट नहीं ।
पड़ोसी से झगड़ के आया बेटा ?
कि पहले शीशे मे झाका नहीं ।
क्यूँ मखमली चादर पे सोया बेटा?
कि खली है थाली कुछ खाया नहीं ।
ये कैसा राजा बनाया बेटा ?
राजा धरम का , प्रजा का नहीं।
ये कैसी खरोच लगा के लाया बेटा?

बेटा (हिन्दुस्तानी) :
अम्मा गोरे बोले चमक रहे हम ।
अब मुश्किलें हैं कम।
अब कभी न राज करेंगे ।
अब वो हमारे दोस्त बनेगे ।

अब वो मसाले नही मांगते ।
अब तो वो आला ज़हन लेजाते ।
बदले मे डॉलर दे जाते।

अम्मा देखो मई वर्ल्ड कप लाया।
अंग्रेजों के खेल मे उनको हराया।
सबमे सबसे अव्वल हूँ माँ ।
खेती बाडी अब नही करूँ माँ।
अब वैप्यारी बनना है माँ।
फसलें कट अब फक्ट्रियाँ उगेंगी ।
अव्वल भाषा अंग्रेज़ी रहेगी ।
अम्मा बेटा तेरा बड़ा हो गया ।
फैसले सारे अब ले लूँगा ।
चीनियों से भी आगे निकलूंगा ।


माँ (भारत माता ) :

तू तो बहुत बड़ा हो गया बेटा ।
पैरों पे खड़ा हो गया बेटा ।
संभल कर राहों मे कई हैं खाई ।
जिसकी पाताल तक गहराई ।
जमा जमा के रखना पाव ।
राहों मे फिसलन और काई ।
बस नियत साफ़ रख बेटा ।
हर मुश्किल आसान हो जाए ।
क्या करूँ ?
माँ हूँ तेरी , फिकर रहेगी ।
दुआ रहेगी , नज़र रहेगी ।
पर, आशा कि ज्योति सदा....
अमर रहेगी ।

sOLDIER oF tHE oTHER tRIBE!!

What I wished?
I wished a chocolate
Sweetest one
I wished a racket
Long handle
I wished a school bag
With many zips
I wished a coke can
With straw
I wished a dress
Superman's
I wished a house
Complete home
I wished a hope
A support.

What I got ?
I got a brick
Broken home
I got sis body
lifeless numb
I got a goose bump
Aunts raped
I got a taste
Blood is sour.

What I picked?
I picked a pipe
Inscribed 47
I picked a pill
With metallic cap
I picked a motive
Kill the killer
No,
I want want to die
I have nothing to loose
May be a suicide
I shall die
with the people
Of "other" tribe
The holy revenge
They burn in hell
I will go to heaven
They say
God fulfils all wishes there
And there,
I will pick a chocolate
From choco-dune
And share it
With my sis.
Soldier I am
The holy one.

This one is dedicated to children of GAZA.
The voilence and blood they are watching in such a small age, will remain with them forever.So they will find bliss in vendetta.
They will be potrayed as the heros,,,the soldiers,,,
Unfortunately both the sides are preparing a brigade of soldiers .... the so called Holy Soldiers !!!!

STOP VIOLENCE IN GAZA....
LET US THEN BEGAN THE PROCESS OF HEALING......
WE ARE HUMANS FORGODSAKES!!!!

दिल, ज़हन, जुबां !!

ज़हन से दिल तक का सफर कुछ लंबा हो गया
दूर से सब मुफ्तासिर लगता है
राहों मे ही, कई सोचों की मौत हुई
बसोच हालातों का भी दम घुटा है
गिरे पड़े थे सब कहीं बीच मे
जुबां(नुख्ता) का घर कहीं आस पास पड़ता है
दावा का तर्जुमा कुछ ऐसा है कि
चमकीला कफ़न उडाकर इनको
इस जलती दुनिया मे धकेलें
जोश को होश मे बुन , कोई ऐसा पुल बनायें
दिल ज़हन ,जुबां की दूरियां मिट जाएँ
सोच हल जोते ,और हालात फसल बन लहराएं ।

होशिला शराभी!!

पैमाना नही झलका तो
आखरी बची बूंद की
मदहोशी की लालच ने
होश मे रखा मुझको ।

ज़माने ने सोचा
की मई शराबी नहीं
होश मे ज़माने को समझना चाहा तो
ज़माना गुज़र गया ।
हालातों ने कुछ इस तरह
समझाया मुझको ।
न ज़माना समझ पाया मुझको ।
न मैं ज़माने को समझ पाया ।
आखरी बूंद चख कर ।
ज़िन्दगी का नशा समझ मे आया ।

अमा !!

अमा !कड़वा झूट इजात नही कर पाए ।
वरना वोही बोलते ।
फिर सच मीठा लगता सबको....

क्या पता ?

पड़ी हुई सिलवटें ।
रेत पे छपी हुई ।
रुकी हुई सी लहर ।
मोम सी जमी हुई ।
डेरा रेत का बना ।
फुक सी हवा चली ।
सब उदा बना हुआ ।
ढूंड ले गली गली ।
फिर कहीं कहर हुआ है ?
या किसी का घर बना है ?
फिर कहीं कहर हुआ है ?
क्या पता?

अमा !!

अमा ! गिठाने खोनले के लिए नाखून बडाए थे ,
खामोखां लोग खूखार समझ बैठे ।
(नुख्ते ख़ुद लगाएं !)

अमा !!

अमा !! लोग चमचागिरी करें ........ नहीं रोकते ,
पर जब लोग "fork"गिरी करतें हैं ,
तब चुभता है!

झुला!

झुला झूले साये साये ।
झूल झूल सिरे खुल जाएँ ।
सब मुखोटे छु हो जाएँ ।
हवा माथे से जब टकराए ।
माथे पे खिचे बल मिट जाएँ ।
डर ,मज़ा ,चीख ,पुकारें ।
चलो , बचपन की सैर कर आयें ।
झुला झूले साये साये ।

बटन और चैन !

एक बटन था बेचारा ,

दिल दे बैठा चैन को।

पता थी उसको सच्चाई सब ।

कभी सिरे न जुड़ पाएंगे ।

चैन को दूर से ताका करता ।

चैन जुड़ कर रोज़ इतराती ।

लिपट लिपट के नाच दिखाती ।

धागे के बल बंधा रहता बेचारा ।

एक दिन घुटन ने जंग जीत ली ।

धागों कि जंजीरे तोडी ।

आजाद हुआ इस लीला से वो ।

आज भी कहानी सब बटन सुनते ।

कि ,एक बटन था बेचारा ,

दिल दे बैठा चैन को...

gOD !!

God is inhuman.
God is in human.
Nothing is accidental.
What say?

iMAGINE pEACE!!

wHAT a bEAUTIFUL..

What a beautiful ...

Usually we end this statement with our " desires".
just forget about any desires ......
float in the bliss of infinite desireless, possibilities...

tHE hISTORY oF bARRUKAT!!

GOOGLE " BARRUKAT" @ 9 :10 PM 4/01/2008
ZERO RESULTS....
barrukat is a especial word used for hardcore bhopaliis...
I was searching its origin for months now...
finally i find it in the book called " The Begums of Bhopal"
by Shaharyar.M.Khan
It goes like this -- p11

"Thus one day around 1712 , a phalanx of 50 Mirazi-Khel tribesmen , fiercely loyal to the young pathan and his family , together with his father , wife and five brothers rode into berasia to the sound of welcoming drums and joyous celebration. This event saw a new chapter being written in Bhopal's history as these Mirazi-khel tribesmen became the pioneer settlers of Bhopal. They were called barru-kat pathans of Bhopal .(literally the shrub dwellers) who initially made their homes with thatched reeds.It was they who fought for , made sacrifices for and loyally served Dost Mohammed Khan and his descendants to become the original pioneering families of Bhopal.Apart from his father and Mehraj bibi, five of Dost's brothers joined him in Bhopal.They were Sher , Alif , Shah ,Mir Ahmed and Aqil . All expect Aqil died in Battle."

Now google it ......

अमा !!

" अमा !! बैरी की गुठली , चौराहे पर मत थूकना , उग गया तो, राहियों को पत्थरों से बचना होगा । "
- दानिश